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Yesterday I was the happiest, Today I’m struggling to find the reason of my existence. Everything changed 1-2-3 phew....... Yesterday I felt as if I was on ninth cloud, Today from the bottom of dark valley I m crying loud. Everything changed 1-2-3 phew....... Yesterday I wanted to live life..fly high, Today I’ve shut myself alone in a dark place to sigh. Everything changed 1-2-3 phew....... Today surviving seems impossible, Tomorrow I’ll fight with all odds and make myself able Everything will change 1-2-3 phew....... Today I am clueless, Tomorrow I’ll figure out everything hopefully. I’ll be fearless Everything will change 1-2-3 phew.......

2014 aah.. The year which made me live my favourite dream and worst nightmare simultaneously. Right from January to December I was fighting to make a broken relationship work. Well there were few relieving days in the year when everything seemed alright but maximum days went dull. December was the month when I heard from him that he no longer wants me in his life. I was shattered in pieces. Now there were no hopes that things will change. I took that relationship very seriously hoping that this is just a phase and things will be in my favour someday but realizing that things will never be the way they were before, broke me. Meanwhile I was seeing a doctor because ten months of continuous trauma and tension of that relationship made me weak, incapable of thinking anything. I was performing really bad at my workplace. I did not wanted to spoil my life the way I had started doing so consulting a psychiatrist remained only option after trying numerous ways to overcome my feeling for ...

The basic nature of a person will never change.. so don't expect it. Wear slippers instead of carpeting the World. If you judge yourself by your dreams then you are following a mirage. You feel sad when something bad happens to you .. But Remember, the seeds are sown by you. No one can be your 'soul-mate'. It is an overrated word. When you are happy you avoid truth. Acceptance of truth comes in pain. Present is so underrrated. We either live in past or keep dreaming about future. Nothing but present needs your attention. You can't expect to be able to build an island on the ocean of others' tears. Law of karma is analogous to Newton's third law of motion. Pain has two types of consequences....... There is nothing to lose or acquire here.